Runaway World }

So today Zhafri sat two tables away from me and sent me a message: "Hello." Then I replied "Hi"
His reply was: "Can I get to know you better."
Omg he is one crazy mini mat.

I don't like how I've such high expectations of myself especially things like Napfa. & now with a week to go, I'm freaking out - no joke. I know 'it's only Napfa' but I don't know why I'm aiming so high anyway. I know it's too high, I know. How could I aim to beat last year omg - I had synchro trng & something angry that drove me like some mad cow -.-
I had no expectation then - just the first, & I was happy. But now I know there's 95% I don't do as well as I want to I want to die :(

Stupid 2.4 ugh. Okay sorry for the unhappiness just, yknow haha. Positive vibe I forever remember k :)

haha I don't wanna study I just wanna play my phone games omg haha

Thursday I might go support my brother's first Nationals woah he's such a pro :) hmmm yesterday I went to swim with him (he swims faster now btw) & we ended up playing/running in the pool/laughing instead haha it was quite good :) Though I was so anxious to go home but haha we haven't had fun in a long time (or did we ever had)
I miss him.
(Fine I got ulterior for going but haha more of my brother k!!!)

I want to eat banana.

Okay fine I ran out of things to blog ahah.

Omg don't judge please, we were young: (omg look at the date stamp)

Gosh, we don't have a proper photo for so long already :(

I don’t know but
I think I maybe fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

JTS was good :) playing the game was hilarious omg. Time well spent <3

DHC

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So he asked her, without looking, "Are you alright?" She turned to face him, silent.
"I know you aren't."

"Well, do you care?" She turned and left.

He was left sitting there, bewildered. A message came in from his girlfriend & he opened it. But his mind went wandering back to her departure.
What did she meant?

Well, little did he know, she just needed someone to be there. He changed, but she knew it wasn't all his fault. She left.

Beautiful Mess,

No one.

What a complete mess, what a loss.

You make it sound so easy like I can just shout to the mirror at home about all my shite. :O but no, noone needs to be here. Of course I know got problem lah, brainless ah!

I'm damn fat now + Napfa is in 2 weeks they're damn ridiculous & nonsensical & brainless, how to run <12 lah wth I'm like >13 can. :( x infinity.
My mother's getting well so she can train me :)
& I finally got my Hokkaido icecream

I know I'm similar to her but no I refuse to be a downright _ >:(

Anyway though I met my teacher & it was quite a terror, well I gotta admit he's being terribly nice & trying to be concern really. (k who wouldn't when your student just failed chem like, super terribly) Haha I saw him at Tampines Mall after & still stupidly said "Hi Mr Tan!" with my mother beside me omg -.-

Truth to be said I miss SN teachers :(

I need to breathe in breathe out and stop omg :(

Tomm's just JTS woohoo :) hahaha no handover is like strike lottery no joke leh. Calvin was so set on killing us zomg. Yayee tomm will be fun I hope :D

hahaha need to rest as soon as possible, my back is killing me :(

Useless post seriously.

Rachel/Louisa/Audrey let's go out some other time k so sorry about today :( :( :( I didn't mean it + have to dinner with family (& be vvvv fat -.-) Harry Potter soon!

So who's there to pick you up,

My life feels good at this instance :)

Thanks for asking & talking to me heehee :) You made me happy :)

k I need to stop being so easily swayed around haha my mood varies by like .. way too much. :S