So today Zhafri sat two tables away from me and sent me a message: "Hello." Then I replied "Hi"
His reply was: "Can I get to know you better."
Omg he is one crazy mini mat.

I don't like how I've such high expectations of myself especially things like Napfa. & now with a week to go, I'm freaking out - no joke. I know 'it's only Napfa' but I don't know why I'm aiming so high anyway. I know it's too high, I know. How could I aim to beat last year omg - I had synchro trng & something angry that drove me like some mad cow -.-
I had no expectation then - just the first, & I was happy. But now I know there's 95% I don't do as well as I want to I want to die :(

Stupid 2.4 ugh. Okay sorry for the unhappiness just, yknow haha. Positive vibe I forever remember k :)

haha I don't wanna study I just wanna play my phone games omg haha

Thursday I might go support my brother's first Nationals woah he's such a pro :) hmmm yesterday I went to swim with him (he swims faster now btw) & we ended up playing/running in the pool/laughing instead haha it was quite good :) Though I was so anxious to go home but haha we haven't had fun in a long time (or did we ever had)
I miss him.
(Fine I got ulterior for going but haha more of my brother k!!!)

I want to eat banana.

Okay fine I ran out of things to blog ahah.

Omg don't judge please, we were young: (omg look at the date stamp)

Gosh, we don't have a proper photo for so long already :(